Sadness

Oct 26, 2008 Yang Zhou

First time it happens on me

病好了，卻又發生一件不幸事

公公過身了

上次國慶節回鄉時，他還好好精神的

我離開時，他撐著拐仗，送我出去

怎麼突然......

生命就是如此不可理喻

猶記得今年第一次回去時

見著了十年沒見的我，他說：

見一次算一次了

我心一酸

他們都老了

難得今年見了三次，７月時，９月的中秋，１０月國慶

總算對得起自小疼鍚我的公公

希望媽媽、婆婆不要太傷心

保重身體

這種事請不要再發生在我身邊的人身上了

Rest in peace, my beloved grandpa.

Sick

最討厭的事發生了 -- 病了

好怕生病，不但身體難過，心裡也難過

實在抗拒在上海看醫生

雖然我家對面就是一家很大很有名的醫院

在香港帶了一大堆藥來，現在有用了

晚上在家煮粥，好吃又滋潤

家裡買了丁香花，很香

Romantic Fall

Autumn in New York (2000)

這麼美麗的秋天，滿是黃葉的街上，應該愛上一個像李察．基爾的男人

Beautiful by Jennifer Paige

(Theme Song of Autumn in New York)

I’m looking for a way to feel you hold me
To feel your heart beat just one more time
I’m reaching back, trying to touch the moment
Each precious minute that you were mine
How do you prepare, when you love someone this way,
To let them go a little more each day?

The stars we put in place
The dreams we didn’t waste
The sorrows we embraced
The world belonged to you and me
The oceans that we crossed
The innocence we’ve lost
The hurting at the end
I'd go there again,
´cause it was beautiful.
It was beautiful.

Some days missing you is overwhelming
When it hits me you’re not coming back
And in my darkest hours, I have wondered
Was it worth it for the time we had?
My thoughts get kinda scattered, but one thing I know is true
I bless the day that I found you, oh oh

The stars we put in place
The dreams we didn’t waste
The sorrows we embraced
The world belonged to you and me
The oceans that we crossed
The innocence we’ve lost
The hurting at the end
I'd go there again,
´cause it was beautiful.
It was beautiful.

[musical bridge]

Oh, The rules we stepped aside
The fear that we defied
Oh, The thrill of the ride
The fire in our hearts that burned
The oceans that we crossed
The innocence we’ve lost
The hurting at the end
I'd go there again,
´cause it was beautiful.
So beautiful.
It was beautiful.

A Walk on The Street

Autumn is best time in Shanghai, with plenty of sunshine, nice blue sky and little breeze. Great feeling to have a walk on street with ipod, camera, flat shoes and a lovely bag.

Comme des Garcon red nylon bag @ long long time ago
Lovely flat bought @ Another03, Julu Road Shanghai

Fresh Bowl of Flower

Oct 11, Wukang Road, Shanghai

Timing．時機

Not too young to learn to be alone.

Not too young takes care of everything of my life.

Not too old to leave things behind.

Not too old to move forward to a complete change of life.

Guess it's a right decision, afterall.