Ｋ生日派對

早上起來就有點後悔，昨晚喝的是vodka，頭痛得要死，只有一直睡呀睡，到２點多才起來，感覺終於好了一點。

真討厭宿醉的感覺，我覺得我真的已經all over these kind of parties。

剛收到K的一個text，她說後悔玩得太瘋，不過又說現場那幾個老外她都有點關係，她是叫我stay out of it?講真，我才不希罕老外，本小姐對湊鬼無興趣，特別是在party上喝啤酒的。

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已經好久沒見他，昨晚在派對上很多朋友都在，他又總是那副保持禮貌但又不理不睬的態度，令人滿不是味兒。不過他倒沒帶那個什麼的ＸＸ來，倒是一個性感少布的女人一直纏著他，我看到都替他覺得煩。

他的朋友（都算是我們的朋友吧）中有一個，人還不錯的，就是對人有點毛手毛腳，一見我和他談話竟把我倆硬扯在一起，我還真嚇了一跳，立刻彈開。哦對啦，上次派對醉到對我又親又抱的，人家準以為他喜歡我，我難道不是這樣想，可第二天再見面時，他又對我退避三舍，一直狂追一個韓妹，那次我氣得要死但又要裝看不到，之後也都沒見過他。昨晚他倒是很悶，K沒空理他，現場也不見他對那一個有行動，反在我和C走時問了她的電話。

怎麼所有我的男人都對她有興趣？Y是，他也是。

唔，我有點不好的感覺。

後話，昨晚我在回家後text了他一句「Good to see you tonight」，一直到很晚才收到他的回覆，又是很公式的禮貌，口是心非的說昨晚很好玩，我們應多出來，早知道he doesn't mean what he says，最後也不想回他。

講真我已經厭了，每次不都就是他們那班不太看得起人的ABC，現在出來的人好像少了，都算了，竟然連香檳都也沒有了，那vodka喝得我頭痛了一天，真要命。還說要多出來，再讓他見C？我可真要考慮一下。

最好笑的是那個S，竟然text說了一堆廢話後，問我一個朋友的名字，我倒蠻好奇的，他識了我好久送了我幾次回家都沒text過我，這次是為了什麼？又是C麼？

我，當然是當自己無收過這個text。

Photo Shoot Day

Another still shooting, it's the 4th visual here in Shanghai - but it's the first one that I follow it through the process, and be able to stay in the shoot process and it feels good!

Had a really good time with the Creative and Production team. Sometimes you just need to put down the ego and respect that it's a teamwork.

第一代港女

今次回港的其中一個驚喜，就是有空逛了幾家書店，更買到了一本一直很想看的書。

閱讀其實一直是我最大的興趣，中學時期已讀完金庸衛斯理所有著作，現在只是工作太忙，要找一本書令我保持興致能從頭看到尾，不容易。

這本書應該okay，叫「穿Kenzo的女人」，70年代在「號外」連載，promote中環價值，中產生活，有三個閏中蜜友，閒來愛談男人論名牌，是我最愛的「Sex and the City」和「蘭開夏道」的ancesdant。

看了數篇，已經不只一次的會心微笑，女主角叫錢瑪莉，雖然我沒有她家有錢，也不是中環女律師，但在傳統名校畢業，愛時裝，自命有品味得來對男人又非常picky，有點性格加上點bitchy，好難不對號入座。

剛看完一篇，是說Mary的中學回憶，她說她在XXX諗書，有個弟弟讀喇沙，而她當時只對「喇沙DB」的男生有興趣，仲唔係我校友？（再一次的對號入座）

作者鄧小宇是男生寫女心，70年代已把香港的第一代女強人寫得極時代感，寫女性心事更是絲絲入扣，上網一查，他果然是個gay的。By the way，我買的原來是簽名本，真有緣。

這本會留著慢慢看，bet it will be a good bed time reading。



明報: 懷念錢瑪莉，尋找鄧小宇《穿Kenzo的女人》的誕生

七十年代的Sex and the City

Up In The Air

This is a movie that touches my heart. It's about someone who disconnects with people around him. Why it feels so familiar? Maybe it's becoz I'm walking the way like this - a gradual disconnection with family and friends, my life just feel more and more alienated, and I am adapting this kind of lifestyle.


Moment of truth: when Alex ask Ryan - "Do you know what do you want?" And he couldn't answer. I feel so... complicated. I am just like him, looks as if we're all in control but questions are still there. Maybe we are just too coward to face our problems.

Worth watching again and think about it.

CNY Holiday Plan @ HK

Everytime I fully utilize my holiday, and this time it will be no difference!

13 Feb (Sat) 年三十
- Woke up at 6am to catch the 8am flight, almost late due to the jammed security check
- iPhone bought right after I landed in HK, even before I cash my RMB to HKD :P
- Tea with Chloe @ Zoe cafe, so good to see my luvly old friend
- Grocery shopping
- Family dinner @ home, mah jong till midnight

14 Feb (Sun) 年初一
- Family day, mah jong with family till night
- Mum broke her leg, how unfortunate :(
- Watched 2 movies at home - "All About Steve" which is a total waste of my time
- "Up in the Air" - it's been added to my favourite movie list immediately

15 Feb (Mon)
- Met Cecilia in TST but finally decided heading to his uncle's firework party.
- Drinks with Bill and Yam @ Prive after the firework party

16 Feb (Tue)
- Had a coffee with Linda, Katrina and Frances with great chat!
- Headed to TST to dinner with Billy @ K11. Fried pork was good.
- Ma Jong with family

17 Feb (Wed)
- Tea with Bee and had a great great chat. Then we go book shopping in TST
- Housewarming party @ Mike's home

18 Feb (Thu)
- Lunch with KS, Brenda, Katy and Michael
- Shopping @ CWB and bought 2 pairs of shoes :)
- Visited H2O office and dou lei si
- Visited Agnes' great house
- Dinner @ 蓮香居

19 Feb (Fri)
- Lunch with John Dennis Ernest Fion and Queenie
- Tea and hanging around in Central with Francis and Ceci
- Dinner with Terry @ Sheung Wan. Felt not well so went home early

20 Feb (Sat)
- Rest at home for the flu
- Dinner with Esther Connie Rachel Franky Kadoi followed by dessert @ 798. Tao joined us unexpectedly.

21 Feb (Sun)
- Meeting up with Sally F and Sally N
- Drinks at 1881
- Dinner at New York Club @ Tai Hang
- Chat overnight @ Sally's home

22 Feb (Mon)
- Packed up and fly back to Shanghai from SZ

Such a great great holiday!!

獨站街頭

站在淮海路上，繁華，忙碌，好看，一種熟悉的感覺油然而生，忽然有點害怕... is that I have had enough of this city?